But Truthfully

But Truthfully,

Sometimes I wish that I had 

never met you

then there would be no need to impress you

No need to want you. No need for loving you.

No need for crying over you. No need for

heartbreaks. No need for pain or tears. No

need for forgotten promises. No need for

rejected calls. No need for crying myself

to sleep. No need for acting like you care.

No need, for everything you've done to

make me feel like absolutely nothing.

But then again, I'm glad I did meet you. Cause

you were the one who always asked me if

anything was wrong. You were the one who

loved me for me. The one who cared

when everyone else didn't. The one who listened.

The one who stayed up late just to talk about 

the randomest shit ever. You were the one

who I told secrets to. The one who taught

 me new things. The one who laughed at my

bad jokes. The one who did things, just for me.

But truthfully,

I just wish you would talk to me.

and not always pretend that I'm not here. 

Because I am, and I always will be.

Even when you don't need me. I'll be waiting.

Forever, if that is what it takes.